ugh.

[electricland]

That sick, guilty, I've-let-people-down feeling you get after you procrastinate? I have it now. I'm tired of it. Not just now, forever.

The problem is, I have such a hard time remembering what it feels like when I'm in the throes of the sick, anxious, oh-my-god-I-don't-want-to-deal-with-this-now feelings that lead me to procrastinate in the first place.

I never did follow up on counselling. Maybe now is the time.

Ugh.

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[pariah-ink.livejournal.com]

Just remember: The sooner you put it off, the longer you have to catch up.

[electricland.livejournal.com]

I think my head just went *sproing*

So thank you. *hugs*

[jenlev.livejournal.com]

*hugs* i hope that you'll treat yourself with gentleness and respect. i don't mean to be preachy, and i certainly don't have all the answers. it's just that when i read this i wanted to send a big hug your way; and to encourage you to be nice to yourself. *hugs*

and when i think of how i functioned before therapy i'm astonished. i remember realizing that i was so used to feeling anxious, that i thought something was wrong when it stopped. although i'm still an odd duck. *veg*

[electricland.livejournal.com]

*hee*

Thank you -- I needed to hear that. And I will try.

Starting with: I think I will go home. Sufficient unto the day, etc., and it's late.

*hugs you back*

[jenlev.livejournal.com]

heh. being a bit odd is at least entertaining. ;)

and yup, definitely good idea to go home. there should be days when we're all authorized to stay home in our pjs and plotz around reading and such. *more hugs*